Went to Black with eve on friday that day, it was quite fun.
As usual, there were many guys who wanted to know her.
Some were terribly ugly.

They gave out this coupon for priority entry during the Fridays in March, so yeah, most prob will be going more..see first la..

Dancing is not for people to see, but to enjoy yourself

Ok back from Thailand. Apologies to those i didn't buy anything for.

It wasn't a very pleasant trip, i admit.
Comes to show how much people disregard me.
Though i may not be the girlish type, does not mean i am different in any way.
Don't think i have offended anyone without them offending me in the first place.
So yeah, i have no regrets bout any of my actions.
Seriously, if i get on your nerves, really, don't bother making conversation anymore cause i don't give a shit about how you feel about me.
I get what i deserve and you get your just desserts too.
I dislike hypocrites.

It was said to me "It's very hard to like you. By guys or girls alike."
I will remember this. Thanks for the reality check.
But at least i know that those who do really are the good stuff.
So, thanks, and apologies to V, to whom i made Thailand hell.
But you know well enough i wasn't entirely to blame.

Thailand is a closed chapter in my life now.
Don't even want to describe and remember my experience.Period.

On a lighter tone, in total, i bought:

5 ladies' shirts
3 mens' shirts
a pair of orange filp-flops
2 pairs of earrings (which my dog proceeded to chew up the first pair)
4 undies
a photo frame
a japanese lamp
a bottle of black nail polish
2 watches
a backpack
4 pairs of socks
2 tubes of counterpain cream
1 huge-ass comb
a handphone pouch
3 pink notebooks from Chulalongkorn U
candle holders

Cost me a whopping 200 SG bucks. YAY.

ok by request, this is an update of my time

Vday was nice. The food wasn't good but it was the place we first met. Though it changed so much i couldn't recognise it if i were blind. B wanted to talk a slow walk but i was too tired. Sorry baby..didn't do it on purpose and not because i don't like your company.

Joined my sister at PS starbucks with Bryan Christian Matteo(?) Gamboa(?). Lol..

my B got me matching shirts, lovely chocolates, and magic bean!
but he tore the slip of paper off so i gotta grow it mahself.
thanks baby, i love the gifts. muacks!

my sis was the recipient of 150 roses from a guy who met her once. FANTASTIC.

Anyway, Bangkok souvenier recipient list:

Bryant
Eve Sheen
Er Su
Chris Wei
Roy YJL
Ter Riyan
Doris Dad
Mom Bro
Sis Wathie
David (maybe, haha)

Pls sign up. Thanks

To my boy and my girls..

I'll be off to Bangkok this Sunday, actually camping over in Changi Airport on Saturday cause the flight is at 6 am. Will be gone 20 Feb - 23 Feb midnight.

Will miss you guys..please sign up now for any souveniers..LOL..

Cheerios,
juan

Remember how everyone was adamant against Alan?
Know how sheen is in turmoil now?
I know you're more hard-hearted.
Still it does not give areason to do what you're doing now.
Understand where my heart comes from now.
Cause you have the same in you.

You can lie, you can go behind everybody's back.
But feel the pain of not having the acceptance of everybody.
Try to live with it. Try.

I sincerely hope i'm making a big fuss out of nothing.
That nothing deeper is going to happen.

Let me make this clear.
When the time comes.
I will shun him.
I will make everyone shun him.
This is one guy i will not tolerate.
Unless, someone comes and show me the sense and validity of this choice you make.

Actually i didn't want this up.
Acknowledging it worldwide makes it seem like a living soap op.
It seems it has to be done. Who was at Hearts with you?
I don't really want the answer. And maybe i don't need the answer.
You had the chance to tell me but it should be none of my business.

You want happiness?
Try finding it in someone who has a proven track record that happened right infront of you.
I side who's right.
And in this instance, everyone should feel the same as I.

I hope I'm making a big fuss out of nothing.

I don't blame you for falling. I blame you for not feeling the guilt.

Forgot to ask B if he wants to go black tomm.
Though it's just eve and me but it's courtesy right?

Plans are waay screwed up right now. It seems Impresario is Friday instead. How the bloody hell can 3 people screw up the dates and day of the calender? Airhead ah? Hah. Blame everything on it la.

Got the radio on my laptop.
Contemplating if i should eat cup noodles to procrastinate studying.
Something in the kitchen is making weird noises. Must be the other fridge we just turned on. i really hope it aint cockroaches.

Drank half a can of red bull. Yesterday's iced latte gave me a headache and the pukish mood. Caffeine O.D? Maybe i'm just hyper-caffeine sensitive since i stay awake with a bottle of green tea anyway.

Eve wants to put hanyu pinyin on her spare blog. I say she's crazy.
I'm gonna check out the kitchen now.
If the flask got hot water then it's mee time. if it doesn't then it's lect notes time.
It's all down to my maid now. (boiling the water before she sleep la)

P/s: i painted my nails pink and toes red. NOT NICE.

It's the 1st of Feb todaaay. Valentine's month is here. Have y'all got ready ur date's prezzie?!
Can i not get anything?! Lol..

Yesterday's International Employment test was horrid. All the chim stuff i studied did not out.
Tomorrow's HRMS is gonna go so badly, i just know it.

Eve ask me go eat dinner today, but i guess i won't finish studying today. This week is damn packed.

2nd Feb Hrms test & Impresario
3rd Feb Wisma function @SF
4th Feb Shrm Proj @NP & Clubbing?

My sister's current destination: South Africa (Charlize Theron)