FUCKING BASTARD. I just type ¾ of my entry and the fucking window closed. FUCKING HELL. This adds to the fucked up day it is. I dropped my phone and now it has a fucking big hole at the bottom and it looks like shit. FUCKING computer keeps lagging like fucking shit.
Go to wala for what shit. In the end cause so much trouble. Don’t wan to go then say don’t want to go. What the fuck halfway say ‘why you get so angry with me? I came because of you leh.’ I don’t need your fucking pity or what shit. Don’t always give me that ‘I’m-so-pitiful-you-always-get-angry-at-me’ shit. I told you I don’t want your fucking martini so don’t come and fucking get angry and get pissed because you ordered it and I don’t want it. I fucking told you I don’t fucking want it so it’s your own damn problem.
My fucking sister supposed to show up but she took a fucking damn long 2hours just to show up. If she would just be on time for this once I wouldn’t have all these fucking hell loaded on me in one fucking night.
Just as the fucked up day got bad and I was headed home thinking it’s peace at last. The stupid fucking idiot run up to me and said he wanted to talk. Fuck, didn’t I just say I don’t want to see/hear you? Which part of fucking NO don’t you understand? You want me to cross the road just so you can have your fucking privacy to talk to me? WTF?!
And why the fucking hell do you always give me the same shit about ‘I don’t deserve this, why are you treating me this way, i did nothing wrong, why are you so angry at me, I’ve had enough of you’ crap. If you piss someone off then take the fucking crap you deserve and shut the hell up. Stop with that almighty shit about not deserve the treatment I’m giving you. Then like I told you, LEAVE. Just go and you won’t suffer this misery that you don’t deserve. You’re the perfect and innocent person who always get yelled at. YEAH. Keep telling yourself that, you fucker. When I get fucking crap from you for no reason I just shut up and let it blow over. Not give you a fucked up face and say ‘why are you doing this to me? I don’t deserve this treatment from you, I had enough of you.’ Yeah well if you think you’re such a pitiful victim that everyone else thinks you are then forget about talking to me again. Cause I’m just so evil and unreasonable right? Hah.
You were the fucking one who called for the bill all of a sudden and left us with no drinks and no right to stay there cause we already paid for everything. But I was waiting for my sister to show up. Stop saying ‘it’s just a small matter hui quan, it’s just a small matter why you get so angry? You were the one who said you want to go brekos lor, how would I know?i’m sorry la it’s my fault’ ya right. Don’t say it when you don’t mean it.
And all this ended up with me dropping my phone after talking to Bryant and now there a fucking huge hole in my phone that he just bought me a few days before. I will not forgive nor forget this fucked up night. I have to stare at the fucking gaping hole for as long as I hold the phone and cause Bryant so much heartache cause he just paid a fucking $700 for it. My fucking perfect condition brand new phone now has this fucking huge and ugly scar just because I was so damn fucking hell pissed off. FUCK YOU. I cant bear to look at the phone I just feel like pulling my hair out and tearing my scalp off and jump off some building. I feel extremely fucking guilty cause Bryant took so hard to save the money and find the perfect phone for me and his effort was fucking ruined just like that. He can’t even bear to look at it and ask me to change the cover. It costs like a fucking 100 odd dollars to do so and that’s like fucking shit.
FUCKING hell I just want to kill somebody right now.
