i just finished my International Employment Individual Assignment
basically the low-down is that i absolutely had no idea that the University enrolments were on.
needless to say i did not enrol into any.
so it seems that i have an extra year to do absolutely nothing, maybe work.
how could i make such an error?
i'm just ill-disciplined and too caught up in my world.
i never bother to find out what assignments i have and everything.
i always depend on others to tell me what i have to do and hand in.
i guess this is my retribution, always being to unorganized.
one of the most important event of my life and i missed it.

i have been told to call up the university to do a personal enrolment thing but somehow i am procrastinating.
prob cause that's too weird and i am too lazy+embarassed to do so
prob cause i don't have this kind of initiative.
someone slap me into doing it soon.
or maybe it's cause all my friends are guys and they don't have to enrol cause of NS
either way, i'm fucked up.

evelyn is missing for about 2 weeks now. only a phone call and a few smses that i got from her.
it's scary cause i keep thinking that she might be lying in bed, convulsing and dying. (choi!)
anyway if you see this please go out with me soon cause either i'm getting withdrawal symptoms or the prozac is making you a hermit.

"so how does prozac make you feel?" "happy"
lol..of course it doesn't