provoked to comment after evie's entry.

the thing is, no matter how bad things get,
no matter what quarrels,
how can you just let her birthday just Pass like that?
i don't know if u msged her,
but if you were somebody you're supposed to be,
it's still wouldn't be enough.

enough about the bullshit,
not asking us out or whatever bla bla,
that's in the past.
what has just occurred in the present is plain to see.
did you ask her out on her birthday?
i don't have the answer but i seriously doubt it.

so...where were you?
now, i do have the answer to that question.
i know exactly where you were and whether there was a need for you to be there.
and it's a NO.
so once again you have chosen huh?

i don't want to play up what i did.
but i made the effort.

and it's time you started answering the questions directed at you.
instead of letting some one else speak up for you all the time. (whether you want it or not)

and it's time you started thinking for yourself.
instead of letting some one else tell you what to think and how to act. (whether you want it or not)

and it's time you started acting for yourself.
instead of letting some one else stick up for you all the time. (whether you want it or not)

wassup with the bodyguard? who you defending from?

how could you not make an effort?

*ps: evie, my bao za tou is yellow in room temp, so i can't dye her hair unless in air cond room :(