sitting alone here with nothing to do
but there's much activity outside
somehow i feel the world has stopped revolving
i'm here in a timeless space.

i still miss him.
i'm sorry but i do.
it's hard to erase 3 years of good times.
but i tell myself,
i cannot sit here and think.
cause if i do, it can only hurt
and nothing else.
has he moved on? have i?
i don't have much of a clue.
people still say i'm wrong.
they are still accusing me.
maybe that's cause they're his friends.
it isn't supposed to matter.
i shouldn't need to clear my name.
i dunno if i should feel this anger inside.
maybe they were the cause.
they were the one egging him on.
maybe they made me snap.
but i shouldn't blame them.

don't leave me alone.
it's only then when it hurts.