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27 October 2005

heh heh..
people tell me not to change my blogskin..
lol...no lah..just looking for something with more flesh and less cloth..hah
there are many damn bloody good looking skins out there, but with goddamn shitty texts like 'living on my own skin'
no way am i gonna let one skin ruin my blog then people will think i'm some kind of a loser with really bad english.
To blogskin makers out there, 'GET SOME ENGLISH LESSONS WILL YA?'
and happy birthday VPK. see you Sunday. and see some not on Sunday (i hope).

~ { 11:39 AM }
drops of jupiter

05 October 2005

i'm sorry but i can't help reading it..
and i end up questioning myself, the situation, the ending..
have i moved on?
a question that i don't have the answer to.
but a question with an obvious answer if i'm writing this.

i guess that there wasn't closure for any of us.
there are still questions to ask and things to solve.
would there have been a different ending?
i still am very sure that it would end the same.

probably this would be the one thing in the chain of my life that i will not be able to let go. this link that is too heavy but i am unable to leave behind.
i do my best to avoid it but it is not the solution.
but i will avoid it all the same. no doubts about it.

it is hard to know that closure has been found. by any party.
but for me, emotions still stir.

i am happy now.
i am.
peanut, save me please.

~ { 9:53 PM }
drops of jupiter