i'm sorry but i can't help reading it..
and i end up questioning myself, the situation, the ending..
have i moved on?
a question that i don't have the answer to.
but a question with an obvious answer if i'm writing this.

i guess that there wasn't closure for any of us.
there are still questions to ask and things to solve.
would there have been a different ending?
i still am very sure that it would end the same.

probably this would be the one thing in the chain of my life that i will not be able to let go. this link that is too heavy but i am unable to leave behind.
i do my best to avoid it but it is not the solution.
but i will avoid it all the same. no doubts about it.

it is hard to know that closure has been found. by any party.
but for me, emotions still stir.

i am happy now.
i am.
peanut, save me please.