i realised. wala is getting too crowded and the company is getting diluted.

should have kept it small. i'm not saying it like i 'owned' the place, but, yeah, that's the truth. what happened to the bar counter sitting, beer in the face splashing? now i go and i dont recognise anyone. not literally, but i dont recognise anyone on their inside. all that 'he is the whos friend', and even worse, the 'i also dunno who is that' is getting on my nerves quite damn bad.

they're not my friends. i don't know them. i don't want to know them. i dont care if they are 'hot' or 'he's a nice guy what'. i just want a one-table table again.

diluted company. sucks.

YAY. YAY!!!
no more mini
no more sfm
no more stewards
no more or luak and prata and ckt and whatever noodles!!

and i'm getting some bonus!! goes into my little holiday fund.
i can start planning my offs liao. yippie.
cant get bak into the work mode

now it's off to porta porta for dinner with the co. ppl. italian, yummy, cant wait.

jappie buffet on the 8 Aug ah..cfm ahhhh..and i say it once again.. NO DRESS!

first it was Jin Du Aunty, now it's YK's grandpa. too many deaths happening.

i feel like a meltdown is coming on. i'm so tired i cant wake up on time everyday and i'm gonna drown in work. help.

congratulations to my brother for getting caught handing cigarettes out to his schoolmates. principal wants to hand him over to the police. me and my dad strongly agrees. yay.

now my parents cannot be in denial anymore. wake up ba you blind bats!

let the truth flow from our lips. i cant wait to see how the truth will destroy my family. i have been waiting.

some news and events in the past few days:

bye jac
sorry wasn't at the airport. was preparing for the mini event. see ya soon missy.

mini
that's the end to the mini event. buzzing with adrenaline at the sign of so many mini cars. shiok. congrats to the young couple who finished the food race an hour ahead of all the other contestants. and for eating all the food. WOW. enjoy your $11,000 brm watch.

my condolences
thanks to the late jin du aunty for your soups, your superb american breakfasts at soulfood, letting me peel the gingko nuts. i will miss you asking for your kopi every morning, and for scolding us when we open up the place late. may you rest in peace.

win a dopod
for today only. win a dopod by giving the best answer to the featured question on the yahoo! answers site. sg.yahoo.answers.com (must let me know if you do answer) *secret wink*

this entry is dedicated to miss jac who is leaving this 'fine' city for the downunder. imagine having to live and study alone in a foreign country, with no real people, and where sex sells. not good.

remember what i said. remember the misery, for as you say 'misery builds character'. how true. cry everynight for the people that you left here, cry for your unfair life. but understand that this is only a temporary state of affairs. when you're old enough and you (really) still miss the country, the food, the people, you can always come back here. but do not forget that you wouldve built a life out there. and leaving that place will just put you through the misery once more.

dont fret that you'll lose the people here. if you want to harden your heart and cut them lose so that you can bring the inevitable forward, then you're just a fool fooling yourself. that will just bring you a lifetime of regret and hurt. for when the hols come and you have nowhere to go, you'll regret it. so try to stay in contact often. but know that it will be lost overtime. pray that when you're back here, you can still rekindle something.


so go, make new friends, but never lose yourself.

forge on, brave soldier, for i salute you.

beloved daddy wanted to call for a family discussion again..
he said my mom caught my bro with a cig. and when he saw her, he passed it to the guy next to him. then both of them exclaimed that they do not know each other. fucking liars.

when my dad started on a tirade on how we kids should not even try smoking, 'cause we are not blessed with genes that enable us to stop smoking whenever we like'. apparently our whole family has some kind of history. my dad's eldest sis died of cigs. his 2nd sis almost died of cigs and has mucous swimming in her lungs. she almost drowned in it. my dad heavy smoker and cant quit. my mom's 3 of 7 siblings are heavy smokers. we 'have a chronic history of cig addiction'. (how would i love to prove him wrong.)

anyways he asked 3 of us (me, sis, bro) if we will try cigs. all of us says NO. HAH. when the talk was over, i called my bro to the room and slapped him (not hard). 'that is for your attitude and lies'. i thought he would snap out of his fucking mind and actually feel remorseful. but he turned ard and accuse me of lying too. WTF.

he told my dad i slapped him. but refused to say why. that bloody wuss. my dad wanted me to apologise. i'm not gonna apologise for what i did (morally). but i will apologise for slapping him. i shouldnt have cared.

so pissed, i packed up and left the house. and i disappeared for the weekend. i didnt pick up any calls from the house. dunno why, my phone accidentally barred calls. some people could get through and some couldnt.

amazingly, nobody commented on my disappearance. my dad just asked if i was pissed at him, and if i did, i should discuss it with him, blah blah..(yah rite..) so i went back to the damned four walls on sunday, bought durians and pigged out.

i think i should disappear more often!

last night i received a call at 4am.
it was your boyfriend's number. i thought you were calling me using his phone so i answered.
first thing i heard was a guy's voice saying 'why you never answer your phone?'
i was groggy and i went 'huh'?
and he repeated himself.
then he said 'what's wrong with you huh?!!'
that's when i realised he had it all wrong.
'you call the wrong number la..i'm not her..she diverted her phone to..'
*click*
he hung up on me!

so rude. and i had a hard time falling asleep again.tsk.

bad start to a new day..
i came into the office and the first thing i did was to accidentally break boss's fengshui cup..bah..

so i confessed to lady boss who told him..heng cause he wasn't pissed at all..he just asked me to go buy a new one and apologise to to nature. haha.

so i trekked my way (in the rain) to chinatown, (and you know what a road idiot i am)..and went to a million tourist-y cut-throat price shops. none had that small little white cup. my best bet was the shops beside sia huat or lau choy seng..but they werent open at 10am in the morning!

so i went ard somemore and waited til the shop opened.thank GOD for his help and i found it..*phew*

crazy morning..

*and i lost my $50 bet on portugal. BAH.

heard from V that italy won yesterday with 2 goals at the very last minute..haha..yay!
(told you guys the games were fixed!)

anyway i think i'm gonna blog often..and i love the blogskin! from now on, i am princess sparkles.heh heh..where is my captain oats?!

the car rally is next saturday..we only have one week and 4 days to go!

yk's aunt wants us to pet-sit her dog for her..a maltese..wonder if bear bear will eat her up..lol..he'll prob panick and hide under the bed..that wuss..

been spending some quality time with the walaians lately..
first it was england-portugal at hongwei's house..i left early before the brazil-france.. and i soooo regret it. nvm.
then it was dinner and pool the next night.

while looking at them guys teasing the others' girlfriends, i had this very strong feeling. i told V, "you know what's next right? you guys getting married and being best man(s) and your wives going shopping with each other, while you have your guys' night out"

for the jingjanggang, we made this pact that people in the group cannot start dating each other. CANNOT. cause that would just be selfish if it ruins the group if things turn sour.

so i hope to god that my life will be just this way. one side with my jjg, and the other side, my walaians. i'll be happy enough.

for the record, i coined the term walaians, so don't let anyone tell you otherwise. :P

-can't wait to see mr.hottie again!