this entry is dedicated to miss jac who is leaving this 'fine' city for the downunder. imagine having to live and study alone in a foreign country, with no real people, and where sex sells. not good.

remember what i said. remember the misery, for as you say 'misery builds character'. how true. cry everynight for the people that you left here, cry for your unfair life. but understand that this is only a temporary state of affairs. when you're old enough and you (really) still miss the country, the food, the people, you can always come back here. but do not forget that you wouldve built a life out there. and leaving that place will just put you through the misery once more.

dont fret that you'll lose the people here. if you want to harden your heart and cut them lose so that you can bring the inevitable forward, then you're just a fool fooling yourself. that will just bring you a lifetime of regret and hurt. for when the hols come and you have nowhere to go, you'll regret it. so try to stay in contact often. but know that it will be lost overtime. pray that when you're back here, you can still rekindle something.


so go, make new friends, but never lose yourself.

forge on, brave soldier, for i salute you.