Pirates of the Carribean 3
Pirates of the Carribean 3 - At World's End Trailer



"Welcome to Singapore!" says Chow Yun Fatt

Lupe Fiasco feat Jill Scott - Daydream
i'm in love with this song, but no one, no radio station, not even MTV is promoting it.
why?


Lupe Fiasco feat Jill Scott - Daydream

take a poll
Poll

You have a group of friends that consists of members of the opposite sex.
Your boyfriend/girlfriend forbids you to meet them, as long as you are together.

Do you:

a. break up with him/her
b. bargain/compromise, and what would your reasoning be?
c. accept the condition and try to change his/her mind later
d. accept the condition

Let me know what you think.

HJ

happy birthdays
a belated happy birthday to shan.
belated, but still arrived.
keep an eye on your mailbox ok?

a few more celebrations coming up..
chris' and eve's ..
so here's an early shout out to you guys ok?

a round of happy birthdays to all that i know, but will never be able to remember..

not woking out
this is not working.
at the end of this, we still wouldn't have solved anything..

i need a solution or i need closure.
not get stuck in limbo.

what is the point of all this?

Fuck You Lisa
You obviously don't want him as your boyfriend.
But you just want to dangle yourself in front of him.
Dangle your boyfriend in front of him.
Dangle your boobs in front of him.

And now you want him to choose between you and his best friend.

I shall not beat around the bush,
Fuck You Lisa.

i take that all back.
Love Thy Neighbour
Love Thy Enemy
18 March 2007, 9.18pm

what if
what if, one day, one of us realises that this is the end of the road?
what's gonna happen to the other person?
what next?

dear all
i don't think i've been emitting signs that i'm breaking.
so stop it with the sympathy ok?
as unoriginal as this is, "i'm fine!"

butterflies
i've been feeling empty the whole day
and i finally figured out what it is i'm missing.
i need those damn butterflies.

not soon enough
it was time for another outing. it was time for me to enjoy a night out with those buggers. but i didn't.
wandered around the whole night, and as i predicted, went to jermaine's house to rot once again. not that i'm complaining, i love his couch. and as usual, i'm the first to conk out and sleep. been tired because of new york.

woke up in the middle of the night, feeling guilty. felt that i wanna leave. i wanted to go back. but as small as singapore is, tanah merah is still much too far, esp with the MN charge going on. contemplating on that $30, i decided to leave first thing in the morning.

come morning, and i guess they will remember, i hopped out of the bed and left without explanation. kev walked me to the mrt, and asked for the reason. all i could do was heave a big sigh that meant tons to me, and none to him. there are things that i can't and won't be able to explain. sometimes i think that i can tell kev, he would sympathize, not neccessarily understand..but good enough.but we all have our burdens. not fair to wallow to the poor guy.

the end result, i should've sacrificed the money. or should i? am i relieved that we got everything off our chest? am i relieved at the outcome? i don't know. i feel free. but it's a burdened freedom.

the only thing i wanted to do is to seek comfort the usual way. sing/scream/play/party/drink/crash a car. i found evie, but as i mentioned before, i don't like my friends tainting each other. i don't want to hear biased opinions, which i felt it was, to a small extent. i need an objective ear. none which i can find. it is a painful loss.

i'm gonna have my hands full with the new york trip. i don't want to do the work in this state. i cant give it my full attention, but i dont have anything to take my attention away from the ongoings of my life. i want to meet the guys often, so i can laugh at them, so that they can distract me. but i dont want to: just because.

so this is the compromise -

taking a long break
no more sleepovers

new york new york
been working til midnight on some nights..
weekends are so precious, but not totally mine.
it's confirmed now, new york on 19april. first we work, then we play.
i'm gonna stand on 5th ave and let the shoppers rush past me.
i'm gonna stand in the middle of a junction and shout "YA TA! I LOV-U NEW YORK-U" a la Hiro in Heroes.

was late to work today, and as i was walking to the MRT station, this wet market patron-looking aunty called from behind me: 'xiao jie, ni qu mrt huh?' (miss, you going to the mrt huh?), so i said yes..she more or less pounced on me and asked me to carry her bags for her, as it was a 15-min walk. i was like...'err ok..' late already, and she was trotting along as best as she could to keep up with me..i set the pace just a little above hers..
she kept yakking about where she was going (tiong bahru), someone's house (she was going to cook there), her doc's appt (her feet hurt), her daughter (who leaves her house at 7.30am for work), her house (blk 322, beside mine), how long the journey takes (hers to tiong bahru took 15min, mine to tanjong pagar takes 1/2 hr incl. waiting time for the mrt)..bla bla..
as the train doors open, she rushed in, looking for a seat..coming short of dashing (she couldnt dash you know, her feet hurt) to an empty seat, only to lose it to someone else. but she finally found one, and it was happily ever after to tiong bahru mrt.

i must have had my 'kind' face mistakenly put on today, cause apart from that, another aunty asked me how to get to orchard mrt from lavendar mrt. she was asking in advance as we were on a train towards pasir ris..
honestly, havent been on a train to orchard for some time, and even if i did, i wouldnt remember anyways, being such a lousy navigator..
i told her to take the train across the platform at raffles place int. hope i was right.

ah well, thats all for the update. gotta go back to work and find the scientific names of chye sim and pandan leaves..BAH.