<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/5790972?origin\x3dhttp://juanz.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

17 June 2007
free spirit
last night, i had me first cig in months. liberating.
i dont know what and how to give away myself anymore. being in this relationship has taken a toll on my life. i have become meeker and more 'submissive' than i am. and it's not working out for me.

i am a free spirit, or so i wish to be. i have come to the end of the road where there is nothing more i can give you, nothing more you can take from me.

now i flit to where ever and whomever i please. i believe that i have that right. please don't bog me down. i will lose whoever i have to, to get my life back. and that includes each and everyone of you.

god help me.

~ { 1:44 PM }
drops of jupiter