what a fake
this is a farce. this is all a farce.
this friendship is a farce. this group is a farce. you are a farce.
i don't like you. i really don't like you. and i'm liking you even less as time goes on.
why?
this shows how much i'm worth. this shows how much you mean to me.
this shows how little faith i have in you, just like in the past.
she was right, i was blind-sided. not anymore. i've come to realise once more that you hadn't change. i was just trying to convince myself all along.
no more. my hypocrite-self ends here.