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31 July 2007


during gym we sprinted on-the-spot
after gym we sprinted to yoshinoya
bliss

~ { 11:39 PM }
drops of jupiter



Are You Evil?

Sprouting Horns
Well, you're kinda evil. They haven't reserved a place for you in Hell yet, but the leasing agents are starting their calls. (Sorry, no air conditioning.) We're guessing you find others' pain funny, your backstabbing knife is probably pretty sharp. If more than one of those three things rings true, consider yourself a card-carrying evil person. If you're interested in recanting the evil thing, sensitivity counseling isn't a bad idea. Or else at least consider finding a more sadistic career, like being a bouncer or a meter maid. But hey, to each his own, and if your evilness fits, wear it.


passive aggressive
Don't feel too bad about hiding your anger. At least not right now. When your spleen ruptures from internalized stress, then you should feel bad about it. You know, passive people act that way because they're ultimately sweet and don't want to upset anyone. While that may work for the short term, you'll end up looking like a real back-stabber when you, uh, actually stab someone in the back. Try dealing with your problems right away, and you probably won't have to renew your concealed weapons permit this year.


black hearted
We're not going to say you're a bad person, but you're toeing the line. A little advice: Try to think about how your victim will feel before you pull your next dirty prank. You may be under the impression that cruelty is funny, but your friends don't — especially the ones who've been burned by your verging-on-evil ways. Listen to your conscience from time to time, okay?

~ { 11:18 AM }
drops of jupiter


29 July 2007


cuba cuba cuba
was tired before i went yesterday, got even more tired when i remembered i had work the next day
this week there wasnt much songs that i knew..but i never realised i knew so many latin/salsa songs also
cute papa was there, the atmosphere was still good
the mango lime drink was yummy!

i was reminded that i was a good runner before
1.6km in 8mins, 2.4km in 12mins
time to resurrect my running shoes
oh and i wanna gym and work up a good sweat man
this sounds tempting already!

~ { 10:09 PM }
drops of jupiter


28 July 2007


how do you be disrespectful in one breath and then ask for a favour in another?
a-freaking-mazing
congratulations man.

~ { 6:56 PM }
drops of jupiter



something happened at work yesterday
i was shredding my papers and i managed to shred my handphone charger wire as well
so i had to bring out the electrician in me and i hot-wired my charger
and it worked!

ha.

~ { 12:16 PM }
drops of jupiter


27 July 2007


minggang, john, brian, ter, roy
we all havent changed much have we?

i think i think too much. always have. it's time to stop.

~ { 5:20 PM }
drops of jupiter


26 July 2007


i need to catch harry potter in the cinemas
i refuse to watch it on tv

i will go tomorrow.
last chance before it closes.

~ { 9:24 AM }
drops of jupiter


22 July 2007


it was the best night in months.
the cute papa on the dance floor, snatching every girl in sight
dirty dancing 2: havana nights
guys, you've gotta lighten up!

shhh, i've got a secret

~ { 12:07 PM }
drops of jupiter


21 July 2007


may He let me keep my job of keeping you
so that you may live your happily ever after in my world

i thought i lost you
and i got really scared

~ { 3:27 PM }
drops of jupiter


18 July 2007


isnt it funny how we all decided to delete/lock our blogs up at the same time?
i dont know about the others, but i did it without knowing that they did it too.
at least it shows that we all want to get over the incident.

or maybe we are all ashamed to face each other again.
friends will never be the same again.

~ { 12:03 AM }
drops of jupiter


16 July 2007


i sit and tremble in pain.
perhaps i should also disappear for a while.
a monster i have become.

to not cry after losing someone you love
to want to lose a friend
to deny someone happiness

In all things give thanks to God.

~ { 11:58 PM }
drops of jupiter



for Jermaine

"even for those who are leaving the country for overseas study, remember the abiding presence of GOD"
-Rev Quek

~ { 10:02 PM }
drops of jupiter



i miss you.

~ { 10:15 AM }
drops of jupiter


15 July 2007


"a man in love says 'we' like a king" -Elie Wiesel, The Forgotten

~ { 8:41 PM }
drops of jupiter



i'd like to see someone else try and make vinod go to clementi police station and get himself out of his own mess, alone.

a young slip of a girl in all her 18 years of majestic glory trying to make her mark in the world. foolish, but commendable.

~ { 2:22 PM }
drops of jupiter



why do people agree with me after hearing what i say
and then turn around and curse me to others behind my back?
am i that convincing? or are there bigger hypocrites around me that i do not know of?

~ { 12:32 PM }
drops of jupiter


14 July 2007


jermaine went to blog some shit
eve saw it and got pissed off
she tells v and asks him to ask jermaine why he did it
jermaine tells v to delete it
v goes and talks to eve
i ask v why he is interfering
he says he's just doing as he's told
i called him a mindless interfering follower who thinks he's always innocent
i said everytime i want to meet eve, he imposes himself and tags along
and when he comes, he interferes when i'm dealing with eve
and that really pisses me off

now eve goes missing and doesnt want to meet us
v asks me why is she doing that, and where she is
i said there is nothing i can do now, and i know exactly where she is. alone.
i said to him that he doesnt know eve at all.

he mumbles some apology like he always does
saying that he hasnt done anything wrong
whatever. i've had enough of him.

if i am going to blog that hz looks good, dont tell me not to
cause i say whatever i please.
why do you say that you'll feel hurt?
why do you care who i say is handsome? are you in love with me?
no? then why can't you stay off my back?
stop clinging on to me. get a life.

~ { 6:56 PM }
drops of jupiter


the blower's daughter - damien rice
the blower's daughter - damien rice

and so it is
just like you said it should be
we'll both forget the breeze
most of the time
and so it is
the colder water
the blower's daughter
the pupil in denial

~ { 3:50 PM }
drops of jupiter


12 July 2007


never knew that guys could play mind games so well
disgusting hypocrites
let the games begin

this should be entertaining

~ { 11:24 PM }
drops of jupiter



do you know how it feels to know that someone you loved, someone who loved you, now loves someone else?
now i do.

~ { 12:43 AM }
drops of jupiter



by my own standards
i screwed myself up

don't make me hate me
why did i trust you

~ { 12:32 AM }
drops of jupiter


11 July 2007


last night was the last straw
the wallowing is over
oh, and no more boyfriends for me for a long long time

eve you buck up too okay
girl-muthafucking-power

~ { 10:40 AM }
drops of jupiter


10 July 2007

que sera sera
so you walked over a piece of clean sheet
and left your marks on it

but are you to blame for your prints
or the one who left it there

and you wonder about the little old lady's words

~ { 9:46 AM }
drops of jupiter


09 July 2007


my current goal:
redang in september with the remnant of the couchies gang.
cant wait.
only problem is that i am useless in planning trips.

~ { 11:39 PM }
drops of jupiter


07 July 2007


i was defeated by the vintage volkswagon. hands down.
i think my boss was disappointed. bah.

~ { 7:46 PM }
drops of jupiter



what i would give just to hear it once again.
but it wouldnt be the same,
it wouldnt be for me.
i cannot fall asleep to that voice, as if i were in a trance.

how i wish i could take back all the sorrow.
all the experience.
never to live it again.

love fooled me twice. now i am the fool.

純真

長長的路上 我想我們是朋友
如果有期待 我想最好是不說
你總是微笑的你 總是不開口
世界被你 掌握

月亮繞地球 地球繞著太陽走
我以為世界是座 寧靜的宇宙
今晚的天空有一顆流星劃過 在預言著什麼

在無聲之中你拉起了我的手 我怎麼感覺整個黑夜在震動
耳朵裡我聽到了 心跳的節奏
星星在閃爍 你怎麼說

你心中一定有座 濃霧的湖泊
任憑月光再皎潔 照也照不透
你眼中閃爍湖面 無邊的溫柔
那波光在 誘惑

你已經有他就不應該 再有我 世界的純真此刻為你有迷惑
我想我應該輕輕放開你的手 我卻沒有力氣這麼做

~ { 2:42 AM }
drops of jupiter


06 July 2007


boss gave the order:
i am to learn how to drive his volks this weekend.
any brave soul wanna accompany me?

~ { 11:54 AM }
drops of jupiter


04 July 2007


i've been running around singapore since yesterday. my health is failing me. i need a break.

~ { 11:41 PM }
drops of jupiter


02 July 2007


i have always given it straight, as-i-see-it.
even more so when it comes to something precious.
i will continue this, regardless whether you like it or not.
because you don't measure up to whats important.

so you can continue being nice.
just dont let me catch wind of anything else.
heed my words. otherwise, you know you will lose.

~ { 6:33 PM }
drops of jupiter