imma getting my pay later. yippee right? not.
ive calculated, and i'm broke already. yippee.

anyway i saw TMX at HV sbucks a couple days ago, he was with his gf.
TMX as in Tan Mao Xin. lol. good ol' days.

one more thing, i really really dont like my medicine.
usually i'm ok with meds. but this time, i really dont feel like taking them.
doesnt look like i'm getting any better anyway.
yep, i think i'll stop.

High on Cough Syrup.
hee hee!

coooooooookie.
thinking of subway's m&m cookie.

paaaasta.
my fav.

suuushi.
very long never eat liao.

moooooovie!
withdrawal symptoms. guess what? 2 good shows are out today.
but i really needa get home early to rest.
got a long day ahead tomorrow. food tour. yumm.

had a bad dream last night, even though the cough syrup K.O-ed me.
dreamt that i was speaking to an ex-gf again, and wanted to add her on msn.
but she didnt want to, saying she feels weird to be friends again.
i need an uneventful sleep.

today i was trying to get a cab to work, cough syrup is super powerful.
happened that one of my dad's other drivers was sending his son to school, so he gave me a lift. sweet.

i havent been sleeping enough, havent been eating well.
havent been going to the gym.
but i'm happy.

my very first deck
this is gonna be good

i hope when the fat lady decides to sing, she's on my side.
you gotta love love.

that's all that's needed to take our breath away

hey fat lady
i'm waiting for you to come out and sing

even if its just a small window of opportunity
i finally am able to take a break
with no worries if i'm gonna be buried under work
the whole year, and this will be the only "stress-free" time
i love love love

20 Sept - 25 Sept
i can choose
now all i have to do is plan the vacation i always wanted
who cares if i'm going alone?!
(yeah ok, i do care, but heck!)

everyone is free
to
use sunscreen

everyone's telling me different things
i dont know who's the inconsistent one here
maybe we all are

i want nothing
be friends
everyone knows its impossible
he wants to try
you're too harsh

i shall just sit back and watch the show unfold
this is gonna be an interesting time of my life

limbo

WHAT THE FUCK
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON
STOP FUCKING WITH ME
LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE

ARE THERE ANYMORE SECRETS OUT THERE
CAUSE YOU PEOPLE BETTER COME CLEAN NOW
NOW IS THE TIME

15 minutes later, my body tried to puke my breakfast of 2 chwee kuehs out.
too bad, it's already been digested. slow.
i'd be a good anorexic.

'The fastest way to lose love is to hold on too tightly'

i can think of a few people who should appreciate this

i am not well.
puke
violent heartbeat
floating in my chair
permanently not hungry
falling asleep

life's good.

my fav doc awarded me with a bunch of pills.
he said 'i give you my good medicine, you go back and take it ok?'
okie doc, sweeeet.

i don't feel well. this is probably the 2nd time in my life getting gastric.
it just doesnt happen to me. but i've been carrying it around for the weekend.
help!

at least we've finished disc 2 of 7.
we will strive to complete OCfest.

went to see the fireworks today, no choice, PMO gave the tickets.
quite nice la, but i've never been able to fully appreciate beauty.
these fleeting moments arent worth dying for.

cynwell and v asked us to go icon bar, i'm so happy i went.
the people in the place are so funny, and its really entertaining.
just that it hit me that you guys have turned into horny perverted tikopehs at such a young age. ha.
eve hated the place. ah well, next time i go without her.
clorets and alcohol. hmm. i still dont believe.

what do you want from me? what do you want me to do so that you can be happy?

since sec school, i've loved someone.
this someone meant alot to me.
i would like to think that we're almost twins.
going everywhere together, even after school.
i liked to do things for him.
we would go shop for stuff together.
and not to forget, he's a talented boy.
very talented.

but one day, he wasn't there anymore.
perhaps i faded into the background.
i remember quite clearly those few days i was significantly cut out.
it didn't feel good, and i struggled silently to get back in.
it didn't happen. poly and JC happened.
and soon, we were in different crowds. different circles.
we led very different lives.

however, it's been a decade, and i still love that boy.
always will.
i hope someday we'll know each other again.
he'll always have a spot with me.

C.

suddenly i thought of this and i had to write this down.
i dont know how to explain this, but you guys are my MayDay.
its true.

倔强 五月天

当我和世界不一样那就让我不一样
坚持对我来说就是以刚克刚
我如果对自己妥协如果对自己说谎
即使别人不原谅我也不能原谅
最美的愿望一定最疯狂
我就是我自己的神在我活的地方
我和我最后的倔强握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂就算失望不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强我在风中大声的唱
这一次为自己疯狂就这一次我和我的倔强

对爱我的人别紧张我的固执很善良
我的手越肮脏眼神越是发光
你不在乎我的过往看到了我的翅膀
你说被火烧过才能出现凤凰
逆风的方向更适合飞翔
我不怕千万人阻挡只怕自己投降
我和我最后的倔强握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂就算失望不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强我在风中大声的唱
这一次为自己疯狂就这一次我和我的倔强
就这一次让我大声唱
lalalala...
就算失望不能绝望...
lalalalala...
就这一次我和我的倔强

today was a good day. the gym trainer said that i was doing well. so i hope she'll be increasing my weights soon!
played blackjack in bucks. was quite hyper yesterday and today. maybe eve secretly slipped some caffeinated coffee into my sugar-free vanilla syrup de-caffeinated low-fat no foam extra hot latte.
green tea java chip frapp was good, so was irish cream syrup mocha coffee. but i miss the passion raspberry tea though.
cynwell showed me some card tricks. super amusing, but i dont like to be cheated or remain puzzled at how people do things. at least i managed to see through a couple of tricks. i will get him to show me more. maybe i can live off exposing tricks like how he lives off doing them. hmm. idea ah.

Just for Laughs



New stall opened near my workplace, the bread looked good.

night out with schweets.
single and semi-happy

Weekend Menu
OCfest
Dirty Dancing 2: Havana Night

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i have nothing to blog about today
sometimes i think i am wasting my time.
who's reading?!

oh glorious happy day~

bonus: new Aldo watch!

Sentosa tan-spree next saturday, who's going?

i saw this really good looking guy yesterday at holland v starbucks.
even better looking than you-know-who.
black tee, black jeans, white shoes. sounds poser i know, but he managed to pull it off.
i will jump him.
smitten.
overdrive.

everyone wants that friend
the one to picnic under the stars with
gaze at the clouds
speak in silence
to fall asleep with, knowing that you'll be safe
knowing that in the morn, all is fine, and you'll both have a little smile in your heart
i'm looking for that friend
i'm looking for the clive i lost, the tom yam soup that eve has

jermaine is leaving today
to a foreign place
he called on the pretext of something else, but actually wanting to check if i'll be there
yes jermaine, i decided on going long before you called, but i wasnt gonna tell you
dont want to chink that hard exterior of yours, you softie
i hope you're gonna get your clothes-steamer thing when you get there
cause i cant envision you ironing your wrinkled shirt
or tell you what, we'll send one over. ha.

indochine
carlsberg
porridge at 3am
thanks for making us walk
long-time-no-see
how did you guys end up like that?
i volunteer

mahjong at my house on friday?
i hope they're not bluffing..

i think we're ok
we've been alcohol-free for a few weeks now and everything is less expensive and fun in a sober way. and no hangovers.
i think its fun
gym means perseverance. either i'm gaining weight, or gaining muscle. i particularly hope for the latter though. saw this lady who is fitter than any female i know. she is so toned,i believe she's the only one who is using the resistance ball. and that is hard.
i think its true
we're too wild. even close guy friends like the doe-eyed type. disgusting as it sounds, maybe these girls are doing it right afterall. nah.


or maybe we just need to meet guys who like real girls.

this is the 2nd night in a row
i dont want a third one

i was able to keep it, control it
pls give me back my strength

we didnt even celebrate my birthday

he did the one thing i didnt want him to do
he doesnt care about how i feel
not anymore

my head hurts

did you think about me before doing it? i guess i dont really matter.


if my life is for rent
and i dont learn to buy
i deserve nothing more than i get
cause nothing i have is truly mine

don't try to erase your memory
if you do, you won't be able to remember the good times
times when you were in love with each other

he taught me the way to love prawn maggi mee

eternal sunshine of a spotless mind

disturbia was darn good.
shia labeouf - damn good body, i love his arms
long way from his stint in constantine

Maybe I should be the one to say it out loud
This Evelyn and Jermaine issue is over. OVER, ok? Get it?
Stop the blog wars. Nobody is commenting about anybody. (except for this post)
We are all trying to get over what happened.

So try to get over it in your own corner.
This is not a boxing ring. Don't pick the other person out to fight.

Enough is enough, we're trying to keep the peace here, don't mess it up.

Thank you.

timbre, dempsey or a cozy hotel tomorrow night?