every sunday i sit alone
and GOD comes and sits beside me
he asks me 'why so sad?'
and i tell him my story.
'why is living such a difficult task? i need you to help me'
he smiles and says
'i am.'

so i'm hanging on my last thread of willpower bestowed upon me.
why cant i save all those whom i love.


take me away, maybe today, maybe tomorrow.
will i see you again? i certainly hope so my friend.
every night i pray for you. all of you.