poor people are perverts,
rich people are eccentric.

that's the lesson learnt yesterday.

i cut my hair and dyed it red (again!)
now i'm waiting for the magic of aimless days to take over and im home free
part-time studies, i promise i will work hard...
...not to neglect my social life

gawd its wonderful to have nice parents,
who dote on you and do nice things for you.
if only i could pretend to be the furniture and bask in the borrowed love all day.

i hope weekends never end
cheers y'all

no walls, i tell myself.
no walls.

But I do Love you - Leann Rimes

I don't like to be alone in the night
And I don't like to hear i'm wrong when i'm right
And I don't like to have the rain on my shoes
But i do love you

I don't like to see the sky painted gray
And I don't like when nothing's going my way
And I don't like to be the one with the blues
But I do love you

Love everything about the way you're loving me
The way you lay your head upon my shoulder when you sleep
And I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh i do

I don't like to turn the radio on
Just to find I missed my favorite song
And I don't like to be the last with the news
But I do love you

koh samui june, june koh samui
budget travel, i.e. walk up, crawl back, hitch rides in between
who's up for it?

This is how i feel right now
Excerpt from Realise by Colbie Caillat

I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

This is where I was angry at work.
It happens you know.

i'm going to sleep in a while, no more bad dreams, i hope.
tomorrow's another day, and a date with my boy.

ive been having nightmares for a couple of nights now,
and i dont know what is haunting me.
perhaps it's work? im guessing so.

first night was a weird dream that involved shooting stars-turned-meteorites falling from the sky and destroying ang mo kio.
last night, it got worse. i actually dreamt i was in my bathroom, and i was smiling into the mirror, just that the reflection wasnt smiling back.
i didnt really notice and left and when i went back to check if my mind was fooling me, i looked into the mirror and saw the back of my head.
it still gives me the creeps.

and i wake up feeling like i never slept.
this has got to end soon. i feel my body cant handle this anymore.

if only spontaneous combustion were possible.
drugged.



she asked "does your heart beat faster when you see him?"
now i know

never done 'one-step-at-a-time' before,
somehow it feels right.

The Way We Get By by Spoon

We get high in backseats of cars
We break into mobile homes
We go to sleep to shake you up
Never wake up on our own

That's the way we get by it's the

We go out in stormy weather
We rarely practice discern
We make love to Some Weird Sin
We seek out the taciturn

That's the way we get by

We found a new kinda dance in a magazine
Try it out, it's like nothin' you've ever seen
You sweet talk like a cop, and you know it
You bought a new bag of pot
So let's make a new start
And that's the way to my heart it's the
Way to my heart

That's the way we get by

We get high in backseats of cars
We put faith in our concerns
Fall in love to Down on the Street
We believe in the sum of ourselves

That's the way we get by

i realise that i cannot do it.
my gawd, for the first time, i suck at this.
control yourself girl..

suddenly i realise i'm letting my guard down real low this time.
and those who's been around may have sensed something different.
but i wonder if i've been too quick to judge?
maybe it isnt a good idea after all.
the walls are closing in once again.
and i feel better already.