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18 August 2009


Letters to the people I know

Dear Evelyn,
I had fun on saturday, I hope we can meet more often, like every week. I've missed you. See you soon.


Dear Chriz
Thanks for your crazy parties, and sorry I haven't been attending all of them. I don't have the stomach for so much mad fun like you do.

Dear Xue
I like it when we sit, eat and chat. Recently, the conversation became quite prickly, but I hope that everything straightens itself out for you. I wouldn't want to see you regret any decisions. Dinner again soon?


Dear Sheena
You're not around. You haven't been for some time. You're always not free for us, but I see you being free for the same activities with other people. No, I'm not so polite that I won't point all these out. Don't hate me.


Dear Shan
I am looking forward to December. I hope I lose some fats in time. I hope you will have fun, and I wish you aren't as stressed out as you are right now. I wish I was a wedding planner and I could take all your problems away. But I am not, and all I can do is offer you my assistance in whatever you need. Please let me know ok.


Dear Kyan
I was mad at you for some time. But that's quite over now, and I hope you and I are still jolly.


Dear Vinod
I don't know why I am still mad at you, but I still am. I don't know if you understand how and why I felt like I did back then, but it still is a valid feeling. I don't know if I have forgiven you, or if there is anything to forgive at all. But all I know is that I still don't wish to meet you. Though I haven't a clue why. I hope one day this ends, or it might just stay at the back of my mind forever, and I don't wish for that. I want closure, but I want it without involving you. Catch 22.


Dear Tommie
Your birthday is coming, I hope you'll like your present. I bought it 2 months before your birthday, and it is sitting in my house, unwrapped. I am afraid that if I wrapped it, I might give it to you before the day comes. I suck at giving surprises, I even told you I bought it when I'm supposed to keep it a secret. Thankfully I didn't tell you what it was. You are a difficult person to buy a present for. I hope you'll be happy when you see it, and that it's something you want.

~ { 4:14 PM }
drops of jupiter


16 August 2009


i typed a 'things i regret' list.
it included eve, v, the JJG, the sisters, wala gang and a whole buncha other stuff.

then i thought: 'what the fuck' and i deleted it
here's my entry now.

bite me.

~ { 12:47 PM }
drops of jupiter